Tuesday, July 19, 2011

confession

Salam alaik : )

Hmmm teringat pulak bila baru balik umrah. Rakan2 bukan Islam cakap 'oh you are clean from any sins'. I replied Amen I mean Amiiin.

Dorang ingat once we return from Kaabah our soul are clean from any sins.  
I told them only God knows. Saya tatau samada Alah terima aau tak ibadah saya. Saya hanya mampu berdoa.

Situasi kite lain dgn kristian di mana dosa mereka terampun bila dorang confess kat alam church. Priest ke yang layak  ampunkan dosa kite sebab priest tu pun manusia. Hanya Tuhan yang layak : )  

chill ah bro

salam alaik : )

Semenjak dua menjak neh aku perasan yg sorang kawan aku punye status kt fb bertukar dari in a relationship with kepada single. pastu banyak comment yang dok tanya mengapa? u both looked sweet together. ohhh sayangnya. u can find someone better.

Hmmm.. buat kamu yg dok frust menonggeng akibat kene tinggal ke or ditinggal ke meh kite fikir sejenak..

Duit takyah perabih nak bayar bil tepon ke top up ke hadiah ke. bagus leh saving nak bina masjid.

Lagi satu yg terbaek korang dah tak mendekati zina. tak kira la zina hati ke dok teringat kat bf gf. telinge ke dok gayut dengar suara bf gf sampai hati berbungr. zina kaki ke korang melangkah nak pi jumpe bf gf. zina lidah korang dok bcakap tak henti dgn bf gf.

Allah tu Maha Adil. Dia nak tolong korang daripada tidak mendekati zina.

Jangan ditangisi perpisahan tapi tangisi lah ape yg korang dah buat sepanjang bercouple tu. aku tak anti couple. u give love a bad name. wake up !

Lagi satu, pntang giler bila orang berbangga dengan tempoh dorang bercouple. siap anniversery. bangga dapat tahan lama. 3 taun. 8 taun. tau tak selama tahun tu la korang mendekati bende tak elok. hah skang still bangga lagi ke 8 thn dah couple? please stop making stupid statements like:
Alhamdulillah Dia panjangkan hubungan kita. tangan dok pegang tangan bukan muhrim. at least pegang khinzir leh samak, pegang tangan bukan muhrim bleh tak? taubat nasuha insyaAllah.

" weh kami dah 8 thn couple. thn neh nak buat surprise ape ek? hahaha ne aku nak elak. anniversary kawin dah bertahun nanti buatbuat lupa plak.

Wake up! jangan dok cakap aku jeles! ye aku jeles kalau mua neh orang yg dah berkawin yang buat. nak pegang tangan lama mana pun bleh. ade aku heran? lagi aku cakap alololo sweetnya husband and wife tuh. : )

cinta itu fitrah weh

salam alaik : )
Betul cinta itu fitrah kurnia dari Allah : )
Kalau tidak masakan Adam rindukan Hawa
Zulaikha menginginkan Yusuf
Aisyah cemburukan Khadijah
Namun fitrah itu harus dipupuk dibaja agar ianya tak tersasar dari fitrah dari yang Esa.

Aku juga pernah rasa perasaan itu.
Tipu jika tidak pernah.
Mungkin aku tidak betah mahu menepisnya.

Jelik. pelik.
 wanita sekarang tidak segan silu berpeleseran dengan bukan muhrim.
Bergambar dengan lelaki bukan ajnabi. aku juga pernah. astaghfirullah.
Namun kini, lebih hebat lagi mereka.
Ber'honeymoon' sebelum bernikah. walau tidak sebilik, bercuti juga bersama bukan ajnabi.
Ini seakan trend.
Ya Allah janjiMu benar.
Apabila maksiat berleluasa bala tidak mengenal siapa.

Bukan je bercuti bersama. bergambar bersama. dengan bangga menyangkan kat facebook. oh perempuan. dimana malumu? oh lelaki kau sepatutnya menjaga kami wanita yg lemah.

Ingatlah, wanita adalah fitnah utama.

Ya Allahn biarkan hambaMu mencintai hambaMu yg beriman. dan biarkan hambaMu yang beriman menyintaiku.

IngatN tukarlah ayat semoga berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu kepada 'bercintalah hingga ke jannah'.

Monday, June 20, 2011

always nice

Salam alaik :)

it is nice to share experiences at the 2 holy places with those who managed to be there and those who might be there sooner or later.
it is nicer to attract those who had never imagined to be there to change their mind. :)
i have a dream.
to visit brothers and sisters around the world.
and to be one of the hajj pilgrims. InsyaAllah with His will. :)

Saturday, June 18, 2011

The Second Meeting

Salam alaik :)

Alhamdulillah. I just got back from Mecca and Medina for Umrah and Visit.
It has been a week but i felt like it was like yesterday,
Subhanallah i assumed every little prayers i made before went to Medina and Mecca has been answered by Him.
This year, the journey was amazing.
Learn new things.
Gain new experiences.
Meeting new friends.
ALHAMDULILLAH ya ALLAH

Monday, April 25, 2011

BADAS cinema

Salam alaik :)

Remember about the idea of playing a movie for BADAS?
They come out with this BADAS cinema. How cute :)
But not comfirmed the title of the movie.
Let's pray for the best :)

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Salam alaik :)

it is such a crestfallen moment when Muslim brothers and sister contribute to the fall of Islam.

lagi satu pantang gila bila baca orang cakap 'ala..ko pun macam baik je nak bagi nasihat kat orang. pikir dulu muhasabah diri sendiri dulu'.

ye ye. kalau macam tuh sape yang layak nak bagi nasihat?
Malaikat?
Rasullulah?
Hey, manusia tuh bukan maksum!
Sebab tuh tugas kita saling nasihat-menasihati.
Yang menasihati tuh pun jangan cepat melatah bila orang kutuk sebab mungkin dalam kutukan dorang tuh kite boleh muhasabah diri macam,
"eh eh betul jugak dia cakap. aku macam baik je nak nasihat dia macam tuh. aku sendiri tak istiqamah. oklah, dah terlanjur nasihat dia neh, aku pun kene istiqamah bila buat".

get it?

Friday, April 22, 2011

Second Journey. Second Meeting. With His Willing. InsyaAllah

Salam alaik :)

I am praying for my second journey to meet Him and His Messenger.
But this time I won't be there with my parents.
Instead my sister and her husband will be with me.
I am praying everything will turn out as plan.
Or maybe better as He is the best planner.
It was a bit messy at first as the final year student in teacher trainee college we were told that we're going for 2 courses after our exam. I was stuck in the middle. Half of me wanted to be There another half wanted to attend the course.
I performed istikharah.
The next day, I've received a message from my mom.
She wanted to know my decision as Hj Yunus asked for the full payment.
Without any further ado, I grabbed my phone and typed

"Ma, I'm in. I give the rest to Him".

Short message but it gives bag impact to me.
I learn how to be tawakkal and beg Him like a beggar.
Ya Rab, do make my wish to be your special visitor in May.
Ya Rab, I am looking forward for my second journey. second meeting with You and Your Messenger, Muhammad

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Solat berjemaah

Salam alaik :)

Lately i love being at the surau performing solat with brothers and sisters.
it is a  form of getting to know one another as well.
i hope to be istiqamah even though once awhile i might not be able to be there with them.
when i be in the saf, i could feel the feeling of togetherness as one ummah.
once awhile i would feel as if i am in the line in war.
once while i feel like Rasullulah is there leading the solat.
when i heard the azan,  i could not imagine the beautful voice of Bilal. How Muhammad misses Bilal's voice in Medina.
once awhile i would cry cuz of the beautiful recitation of quran verses.
even though is not wajib for women to be in surau or masjid but we are not prohibited.
maybe oneday i could be the imam among my girlfriends and for my daughter. :P

it is like a treatment. a free treatment.

Brothers keep coming in to perform their dhuha.

Ya Rabb, lets us be one ummah who loves You and Your Messenger, Muhammad.
Salam alaik :)

Just a reminder for all muslim women. Before performing your solat, lets have a quick look at your telekung whether it is see through or not. If yes, do opt for inner tudung or wear a long sleeve shirt.

we do not want to be a part of what Rasullulah s.a.w said ' berpakaian tetapi bertelanjang'. this is not only applicable when performing our solat, instead when we put on our clothes before going out.

Monday, March 21, 2011

Fitnah

Salam alaik :)

Ya Allah takut pulak saya bila tengok ramai orang bertudung tapi fashion nye menyalahi syariat.

Selendang tuh punye lah panjang, tapi alih2 nampak dada.
Nama je fashion muslimah, tp muslimah ke?
Pakai kasot tinggi2, pastuh bila berjalan bontont terlentok sana sini.
Ya Allah jauhkan saya dari membawa fitnah kepada agama saya sendiri.
Bukan niat mengutuk, tapi untuk mengingatkan diri sendiri dan mungkin anda.
Dosa tak menutup aurat pada diri satu hal. Dosa menunjukkan aurat pada orang lain satu hal. Dosa membawa orang melihat aurat satu hal. Dosa membawa fitnah kepada agama yang indah ini pun satu hal.
Nauzubillahiminzalik.

Sebagai rumusan jom kita baca translation ayat al-quran surah an-nur neh :D
Dan katakanlah kepada perempuan-perempuan yang beriman supaya menyekat pandangan mereka (daripada memandang yang haram) dan memelihara kehormatan mereka dan janganlah mereka memperlihatkan perhiasan tubuh mereka kecuali yang zahir daripadanya; dan hendaklah mereka menutup belahan leher bajunya dengan tudung kepala mereka; dan janganlah mereka memperlihatkan perhiasan tubuh mereka melainkan kepada suami mereka atau bapa mereka atau bapa mertua mereka atau anak-anak mereka, atau anak-anak tiri mereka atau saudara-saudara mereka atau anak bagi saudara-saudara mereka yang lelaki atau anak bagi saudara-saudara mereka yang perempuan, atau perempuan-perempuan Islam atau hamba-hamba mereka atau orang gaji dari orang-orang lelaki yang telah tua dan tidak berkeinginan kepada perempuan atau kanak-kanak yang belum mengerti lagi tentang aurat perempuan dan janganlah mereka menghentakkan kaki untuk diketahui orang akan apa yang tersembunyi dari perhiasan mereka dan bertaubatlah kamu sekalian kepada Allah, wahai orang-orang yang beriman, supaya kamu berjaya." (Surah an-Nur : 30 - 31)








penegasan pada ayat perempuan-perempuan yang beriman. Kalau nak jadi beriman, mai pakat tutup aurat, bukan tutup rambut :)

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Rejeki :P

:) Salam alaik :)

This morning I listened to my favourite radio station, IKIM.fm (nasyidfm pun ske jugak :P)
As usual 7.30 a.m will be a motivation slot by an ustaz. Today, he talked on REZEKI. He shared a story taken fron his email.

There was an old lady selling tempe. She's an alim lady who always turns to ALLAH night and day.
One day, when she wanted to sell her tempe, she was shocked as her tempe was half-cooked. She turn to Allah and pray that the tempe will be ripe. After that, she peeked into her tempe. Nothing happened.
So she decided to specific her dua. After that, she peeked again and nothing happened. In her heart, she started to feel unease towards Allah. But still, she went to the market with a high hope that Allah will grant her dua. On the way, she zikir but still she started to lose hope. She was scared that nobody would buy her tempe and she couldnt earn money to buy food.
Noody wanted to buy her half-cooked tempe. Most of her friends, had gone home as their tempe were sold like 'hot fried banana" :P
Suddenly, a lady approached her friend asking for half-cooked tempe. She heard that and kept on praying that Allah won't grant her previous dua. The lady approached her and asked for half-cooked tempe. She was curious as why the lady wanted to buy half-cooked tempe. She asked
Tempe Old lady : Why do want this half-cooked tempe?
LAdy: My son study abroad. If I buy the cooked tempe, it will not be nice once he receive it. But if i bought him half- cooked tempe, it will by cooked by the time it reaches my son.


THE MORAL OF THE STORY: HE knows best.

If the tempe is not half-cooked, her tempe might not be like 'hot fried banana' as her friends sell the same food.
If the tempe is not hlf-cooked, the lady couldnt buy the tempe and her son will never taste tempe.
See! He knows best.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

S.y.u.k.u.r

Salam alaik :)

6 letters - S Y U K U R
are we?

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Opportunities

Salam alaik :)

Hmm.. In our du'a, we never fail to ask for His forgiveness. Beg for His mercy. Du'a to be a better Muslimah/Muslim. We ask to taste the sweetness of Iman.

We are given opportunities by Him.

I asked for STRENGTH and Allah gave me DIFFICULTIES
To Make me STRONG

I asked for WISDOM and Allah gave me PROBLEMS
To SOLVE

I asked for COURAGE and Allah gave me OBSTACLES
to 
O
VERCOME

I asked for FAVORS and Allah gave me OPPORTUNITIES

(retrieved from http://masihmencaricahayasebenarislam.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2010-05-17T10:16:00%2B03:00&max-results=7)

Daie kah kita?

Salam alaik :)



Kitakah Pendakwah?.. (Satu Muhasabah Jujur)

Seorang Daie bersegera menunaikan Solat berjamaah apabila azan telah
dikumandangkan.

Sedangkan kita selalu melewatkan solat dan hanya sempat dengan saf beberapa detik sebelum Imam salam

Seorang Dai'e mewajibkan dirinya agar tetap membaca Al-Quran setiap hari walau sedikit.

Kita sering terlupa membaca Al-Quran dengan beralasan sibuk dan membacanya sesekali setelah berlalu berhari-hari

Seorang Daie amat memerhati dan menjaga masanya, tidak diisi secara sia-sia
melainkan dengan sesuatu yang terancang dan bermanfaat.

Kita kurang memberi perhatian kepada masa, sering membuangnya dengan sia-sia dan melakukan banyak perkara secara kebetulan

Seorang dai'e selalu terasa dirinya diawasi oleh Allah, mengingati akhirat dan
mempersiapkan diri untuk menghadapinya.

Kita sering tidak terasa kebersamaan Allah, melupai akhirat dan kematian serta kerap menangguh-nangguh amal dan taubat

Seorang Daie suka menghadiri halaqah ilmu, sangat mencintai ilmu dan Ulama
serta berlapang dada dengan teguran atau nasihat sebagai proses peningkatan diri

Kita cepat merasa cukup dengan ilmu yang ada, kurang bermotivasi dengan majlis ilmu dan sukar menerima teguran orang lain

Seorang Daie rumahtangganya dihiasi dengan biah solehah, persekitaran tarbiyah, hidup dengan sunnah dan ibadah serta meriah dengan hiburan Al-Quran
atau nasyid-nasyid Islami.

Kita rumah menjadi sarang syaitan, kosong dari gema Al-Quran, hambar dari ruh ibadat dan sunnah, penuh dengan maksiat, hiburan, tayangan-tayangan televisyen yang merosakkan akhlak

Seorang dai'e menguasai diri, rasional, berlaku adil terhadap sesiapa pun dan
menetapkan sesuatu dengan benar.
Kita sering dikuasai emosi dan marah sehingga membelakangkan keadilan, kebenaran atau kebaikan orang lain


Seorang Daie jiwanya dipenuhi cinta dan kasih sayang, mudah memaafkan, berjiwa
besar dan tidak pendendam.

Kita jiwa dirajai dengan benci, suka bermusuhan, sukar memaafkan, keras, kasar

Seorang Daie menjauhi riba, berusaha seupaya mungkin memastikan setiap urusan muamalat terpelihara dari unsur haram dan syubhat.
Kita mencari-cari alasan bagi mengharuskan terjerumus dalam riba, memandang remeh dan tidak sensitive dengan perkara yang haram maupun syubhat dalam muamalat

Seorang Daie memperuntukkan sebahagian harta yang dimilikinya walaupun sedikit untuk dana dakwah.

Kita tidak rasa pentingnya infak, tiada peruntukan untuk dana dakwah kecuali sekali sekala malah zakat (selain zakat fitrah)pun sering terabai

Seorang Daie tahu menguruskan kewangan dan sentiasa menyimpan di masa senang sebagai persiapan di masa kesusahan mendadak.
Kita boros, tidak membudayakan tabungan, suka membuat pinjaman dan tidak mengurus kewangan secara berhemah

Seorang Daie sentiasa berfikir, bangun, berdiri dan bergerak mengusahakan strategi demi strategi untuk menjayakan dakwah Islam.
Kita menunggu, menanti, mengharap keajaiban dan kebetulan dalam usaha menjayakan dakwah .

Medan berbicara berbeza dengan medan berfikir, medan amal berbeza dengan medan berbicara, medan jihad berbeza dengan medan beramal, medan jihad yang benar berbeza dengan medan jihad yang salah.

Sangatlah mudah bagi sebahagian besar manusia untuk berfikir. Namun tidak semua yang terdetik dalam benak fikiran mampu terungkap dengan kata-kata yang keluar dari lisan. Banyak orang yang boleh berbicara, tetapi amat sedikit di antara kata-kata ucapan itu tercermin dalam bentuk perbuatan. Masih banyak orang yang mampu berbuat amal, tetapi hanya sedikit yang mampu menanggung beban jihad yang begitu berat. Ada orang yang sanggup menanggung beban jihad, tetapi tidak ramai yang mampu berjihad dengan istiqamah!

Kesimpulannya, pendakwahkah kita?
Renungkanlah wahai hamba ALLAH yg lemah..

 retrieved from: www.murabbi.net



Ya Rabb, jauhkan aku dari menjadi orang2 munafik. amin.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Bercinta kerana Allah

Salam alaik :)

My senior just got married.
I am really envy her.
Why?
Her love story is based on the right path.
Kak Maddy, let your marriage last till Jannah. InsyaAllah :)

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Rabiul Awal

Salam alaik :)

Received this information when i was browsing through www.munsyeed.com .
You just have to create a video/slideshow in the most creative way to show your overflow love towards Muhammad s.a.w. For more info just click at the link above.
Remember Peter Sanders where he da'wah through breathtaking pictures?
 You might be a step away of following his steps.

Bitauffik waNajjah :D

p/s: If you won, give me one ticket for Maher Zain's concert ya. :D

Saya Rasa Seperti Seorang Mualaf

Salam alaik :)

"Saya temui damai abadi dengan kehidupan baru. Inilah yang saya cari selama ini. Tiada yang lebih manis daripada mencintai Rasulullah dan Allah". (Amer Munawer Yusoff, 2011)


Siapa dia Amer Munawer Yusoff? Kenal Ruffedge? Dia lah dalam kumpulan Ruffedge. He's quite famous in the group. In fact, I used to like him. All of sudden, no news from the group. Heh, macam lah saya cara sangat pasal artist2 neh. So one day, as I browsed through youtube, I came across his music video, Seluruh Mahabbah. I was speechless to see the 'new' him. Alhamdullilah. This morning, Iluvislam posted something about him. Above was the extract taken from IluvIslam. Frankly, I could feel how he feels. It feels as if you are just converted into Islam. Nah, I am a pure Muslim. But when it came to the real practise, I failed. I am still trying and looking and searching for the light and signs. 


Last week I received a wall message from my ex-school mate. She wanted to see me as she said I've changed a lot. Change? I do not know in terms of what. But I believe I've changed. For the better, InsyaAllah. Do you know how?


I don't blame my parents, as not everybody is perfect. I could say I excelled in islamic studies but it was just for the sake of examinations. See! We NEED to change the system! Knowledge is something that should be applicable in and out the classroom. Ok, skip that part. In fact, when I was in primary school, I wanted to be a motivator like Ustazah Norbayah. Just looking at her, made my heart melt. Seriously I am not joking. But as I grown up, the ambition kept on changing. Lawyer. Doctor. From year to year.
When my mom asked me to pray, I pray without knowing the purpose. Without feelings. It was just a ritual. Shame on me. Sometimes, I skipped. Until my high school. I wore tudung just for the sake of wearing. Looking at others, I felt shameful. I wanted to COVER MY HAIR as well. 
In my foundation year, one of the ustaz wanted to meet me in his office. He scolded me as my attire didn't reflect the REAL ISLAM. Yeah, I was rebellious. When he gave me free tazkirah, I said deep in my heart " MY PARENTS WOULDN'T RECOGNISE ME IF I DRESS UP PROPERLY"! Astaghfirullahalazim. Lord, Forgive my wrongdoings. :(


Most of the people around me had found their SEOULMATE! No! I want  a boyfriend as well! To cut short, I had 2 days relationship with my classmate. ALLAH. The next 2 days I broke up with him. Thanks to Him as he didn't poison my heart with this kind of relationship. But, the CRAVING for a boyfriend did not stop. I adore one of my juniors. Feel like telling him how i felt. The feelings keep on growing each day even though I am no longer in maktab. Since I am in twinning program, I need to spend 2 years in one of the universities. Meaning, 2 years I wont get to see him. Sometimes I misscall him. yeah. So childish. 


Early 2010, my mom offered me to attend ESQ. Yeah, the one with controversies. It's expensive. I know. Thus, I just said Ok, I'll attend. Little did I know, it would have a big impact on me. Thanks to ALLAH the Almighty as through this event I've got to know the REAL LOVE better. no words can describe it except ALHAMDULLILAH.  


Coincidentally, the event started on the first Muharram. The 3 days event, really opened my heart not only eyes. BASIC as a muslim. But I even failed the basic. Tears flow like a river. Nah, I wasn't fake it. It really happened. Put aside the shyness, as we are all His Khalifah. 


After the event, I didn't stop to look for more knowledge on Islam. I felt as if I am a Mualaf. The feelings was soooo great. Allah, thanks for let me taste the sweetness of falling in lover over and over again. But now to You and Your Messenger. 


I started to change the way I dressed. Firstly, I looked up for the definition of aurah. How to dress to cover my aurah. I googled about socks whether it is in syarak or not. Yes, leg is aurah but socks are not the only answer how to cover our aurah. I went to the nearest outlet and grabbed myself a few pair of socks. I know people seemed quite shock but they didn't tell. Graduation day was just around the corner. There were a few booths selling 'Muslimah Attire". I was hooked with Muslimah T-shirt. I bought a few pairs. At first, I felt awkward. Really, because it was my very first time. Without noticing, I started to look down those who didn't cover their aurah. Astaghfirullah. Even though my niat was good as I wanted to amal makruf nahi mungkar, but I felt as if I was too extreme. I totally forgot that I was one of them. And all of sudden, it reminds me of an event happened to our beloved Prophet in Taif where the people went against him. Do you know what Muhammad did? He didn't fight back instead He made du'a that one day Taif people will see the light. :( 


One day, I've received a phone call from my Mama. She asked me "Dik, do you want to perform Umrah with us this March". I was like speechless. I've never imagined I would be given this chance. But, in March I need to sit for exams. I kept on praying that I would be given this chance to perform umrah in June. Alhamdullilah. He answered my prayers. In June, my parents and I went to Jeddah-Medina-Mecca.


It was undescriable. Tranquility.  I managed to be in Raudhah. I managed to send a few salams from my friends to our beloved Prophets. Tears flow without noticing it. He had done a big job for His Ummah but His Ummah seems to forget all his sacrifice. We say we love him but will he love us if he see the Ummah nowadays? 


After three days in Medina, we made a move to Mecca y bus at night. It took about 3 hours to reach. SubhanaAllah. The first time seeing Masjidil Haram, I was speechless. I couldnt say a word. After taking our bath, our mutawwif asked us to gather at the lobby as we would be in haram. Along the way I was silent. Not even a word I uttered. We are grouped. Those experts will be in one group others will be lead by our mutawwif. First time seeing Kaabah, I didn't cry as others claimed to be. The next day I cried like a baby. I didn't manage to kiss Hajrul Aswad but I helped those Pakistani. Nothing weird happened. After tawaf, we need to perform solat sunat. People tried to look for multazam since it is one of the most mustajab place for du'a. I didn't as it was cramped with people. I only managed to touch the silver lining. :) I performed the 2 rakaat. After salam, I faced Kaabah and I was shocked as I faced the Multazam without noticing it. Tears. Tears. Alhamdullilah.



SubhanAllah... Muslims all over the world with one path.

Peace be upon you Ya Rasullulah.

The whther was too hot. Thus I opted for the niqab. The white statue marks Jabal Rahmah where Adam met Hawa after years of separation. Du'a for my jodoh here :) InsyaAllah.


Kaabah our qiblat. Multazam is in between Kaabah's door and Hajril Aswad. 

In Masjidil Haram. The small containers are for Zam Zam. Alhamdullilah. Managed to drink it everytime in Haram. PErform wudhu with it as toilets are just too far away. 

People will say, we will be free of sins after getting back from Mecca. Nope! it will be between you and Him. One thing for sure, I am struggling to sustain this love and Iman.


I think I know how it feels when Mualaf says they feel bliss once converted into Muslim.
I feltbliss once I've reverted into Muslim.
Oh Lord, don't let this feeling disperse. 
If before I couldn't break into tears listening to Sirah, now Alhamdullilah I could feel the hardship.
In solat, I talked to Him as if there will be no tomorrow.


I don't regret those sins I committed as it made what am I today. Without those sins, I think I will never ever be humble to Him. Without my past sins I will never feel dependent to Him. But, don't always be in maksiat, my dear friends. LEt's our life ends with husnul khatimah. 
Friends, do embrace Islam. Be a good Muslim. 


The purpose of me writing this piece, is not for showing off but to share my experience. After 23 years of living, I've got to know the real Islam. The real LOVE. The real Ummah.

Qola

Salam alaik :)

Drpd Anas r.a berkata: Rasulullah saw bersabda: 'Akan datang kepada umatku suatu zaman dimana orang yang berpegang kepada agamanya laksana menggenggam bara api' (.H.R.Tirmizi)


Benar sungguhlah.



Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Suits my mood

Salam alaik :)

Here, I have a song that suits my mood.
Click here Native Deen- Intentions.
Learn from this song, all young Muslims. :)

Monday, January 31, 2011

I've found the answers

Salam alaik :)

I've found answers to my prayers through Travelog Seorang Daie.
Even though we are so energetic to spread the real Islam but we need to have knowledge as well to avoid Fitnah to our religion. InsyaAllah :)

Books

Salam alaik :)

Alhamdullilah. Finally I had nasi berlauk + grilled beef as my breakfast.
After breakfast went to Kuantan Prade with mama to grab a few books.
I bought 2 books - Travelog Seorang Daie frim Telaga Biru and Untukmu Umat from Karya Bestari.
Praise to Him. In looking for the light to spread Islam as a Muslim, He introduced Travelog Seorang Daie to me.
InsyaAllah. :)

Soeey

Salam alaik :)

Some people asked me which school did I go for secondary.
They were wondering whther I was from Islamic school as I talked about religion.
Sorry. I studied in a common public school somewhere in Kuantan.
I know my knowledge on Islam is limited thus I need people like you to be around me to guide me when I wrong.
Second, to spread da'wah is not only ulama's duty but us, THE MUSLIM.
I hope you are happy with my explanation and correct me if I am wrong as we are sisters in Islam. :)

Inspired by

Salam alaik :)

Life is short. Agreed.
My mom told me one day that her best friend's husband just passed on. He's in his early 40's. Weeks before, they had a great vacation in Hong Kong. With Allah's love they have 4 beautiful and handsome kids. The eldest is only 14. See...life is short.

Skip.

I do not know about him. One day, I happened to browse through www.saifulislam.com Allah wanted to let me know one of the greatest man that day. Mas Afzal is his name. He's a graduate from Sheffield University in UK. Medic. Allah has called him. I really touched by his story. On his survival to fight against cancer, he still turned to Allah. I just admire him since then. I do believe that he is a good man. Good to his mother. Good to his friends. Good to his Creator. He became a volunteer to spread Islam whenever He could.  He inspired me in becoming a good muslim. Use your precious age for dakwah. As Allah loves youngsters who use their age to serve Him. As a matter of fact that is the reason we are created.

Al-Fatihah for Arwah Mas Afzal.



His blog : masafzal.blogspot.com
Youtube: look for masafzal. There is a few videos on him. Last speech by joegrimjoe really make me ponder about our short life.

From Him we come To Him we return.
Death is a guaranteed.
We cant escape. Ready or not, see you in Barzakh.

Tips

Salam alaik :)

I've found a formula how to sustain our iman eventhough sometimes it is berbolak balik as stated in Quran.
Before doing something, take a deep breath and asks yourself
"If Rasullulah watching me doing this will He be ok?"
Why I ask you to imagine Rasullulah, as He is close to us as human being. We might not feel the existence of Allah, but we could feel the existence of our prophet through his sirah.

Just for sharing. But it works on me. InsyaAllah. :)

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Idea, anyone?

Salam alaik :)

Here I'd like to ask for your creative idea on how to promote Islamic Program/Activities in our little Musolla/Institute. We want to get rid of the idea "masjid/musolla is for alim ulama/ pious/ old people". Let's work together as one Ummah, brothers and sisters.
Let's crack the head. Your idea might be useful in spreading the beauty of Islam. Wallahualam. :)

I was thinking of organizing a photog competition as now everybody seems crazy over camera; lomo, polaroid, SLR to name a few. However, photo taken must relate to Islamic purposes as below for example:



Where did I get the idea? 
Ready...
From this man...
He's Peter Sanders. or known as Abdul Adzeem. 
I read about him through ILuvIslam.com
Click http://www.petersanders.co.uk/home.html for more info about him and his marvelous photos.  

Da'wah takes many form. Choose yours. It will be great to see brothers and sisters who have passion in photog to develop their interests in a righteous ways. :)

Rakan

Salam alaik :)

"Sahabat yang beriman,
ibarat mentari yang menyinar.
Sahabat yang setia,
bagai pewangi yang mengharumkan.
Sahabat sejati,
menjadi pendorong impian.
Sahabat berhati mulia,
membawa kita ke jalan Allah"
-Saidina Ali-


(Retrieved from http://www.khibrotuni.blogspot.com/, 2011)





Dari Nu’man bin Basyir r.a., Rasulullah SAW bersabda, “Perumpamaan persaudaraan kaum muslimin dalam cinta dan kasih sayang di antara mereka adalah seumpama satu tubuh. Apabila satu anggota tubuh sakit makamengakibatkan seluruh tubuh menjadi demam dan tidak bisa tidur.” (Hadis riwayat Muslim)

“Seorang Muslim adalah saudara muslim lainnya, ia tidak menzaliminya, merendahkannya, menyerahkan (kepada musuh) dan tidak menghinakannya.” (Hadis riwayat Muslim)

“Teman yang paling baik adalah apabila kamu melihat wajahnya, kamu teringat akan Allah, mendengar kata-katanya menambahkan ilmu agama, melihat gerak-gerinya teringat mati.” 


Mai pakai nyanyi teman sejati-brothers :)
Aku perlukan teman-teman seperti kalian untuk mendekatkan diri kepadaNya. 

Hey He's Boonaa Mohammed

Salam alaik :)

Alhamdullilah, my love for poetry grows each day.
Thanks to this guy, Boonaa Mohammed.
He use his talent in a right way. May Allah pays his deeds.

My lecturer introduced him to us. This semester I am taking story telling as a subject. One of it is to recite poetry. Thus, she showed us a few videos on poem recitation. And my eyes were hooked! Thanks Madam Shirley for introducing him to us.

If you happen to surf www.youtube.com, please type boonaa mohammed in search tab.
I fall for Priorities and For The Love.
Allahuakbar. Nikmat yang mana yang kau dustakan?  (Surah Ar-Rahman)

Berdakwah Menggunakan Teknologi

Salam alaik :)

Siapakah yang lebih baik perkataannya daripada orang yang menyeru kepada Allah, mengerjakan amal salih, dan berkata, “Sesungguhnya aku termasuk golongan kaum Muslim”?(Qs. Fushshilat [41]: 33)


Tanggungjawab menyampaikan da'wah adalah tanggungjawab setiap individu Muslim. Jika bukan kita yang menyampaikan syiah Islam yang menunjukkan kecantikan sebenar Islam, siapa lagi?


Oleh itu, saya mengingatkan diri yang hina ini untuk berdakwah menggunakan Facebook/Blog/Teknologi. MasyaAllah, bayangkan jika satu ayat kita dapat membukakan hati seseorang menerima sinar Islam dan membersihkan hati seorang Muslim dan mengajaknya U-turn. SubhanAllah.


Dan bayangkan pula jika ayat kita menjauhkan seseorang daripada Islam. MEnjauhkan Islam yang sebenar-benarnya daripada seseorang. Astaghfirullah.

Menutup aurat atau Bertudung

Salam alaik :)

Sebenarnye saya ada satu issue. Menutup aurat atau bertudung? Mana satukah kita?
Selalu kita dengar weh aku nak pakai tudung lah. doakan ye.
Aku belum bersedia nak pakai tudung.
Dia baik kot dia bertudung.


Ala.. saya pun tak bertutup sepenuhnya dulu. Skang neh saya pula nak cakap fikir cam bagus.
Oh, saya sedar. Tapi adakah anda tergolong dalam orang yang memberi nasihat untuk saya berubah? Jika ya, SubhanAllah ganjaran menanti anda. Jika tidak, ganjaran juga menanti anda. Ganjaran yang mana yang kamu mahukan?

Maka itu,
Bertudung apa maknanya?
Menutup aurat apa definisinya?
Fikir-fikirkan dan selamat beramal :)

A Project

Salam alaik :)

If you've read my previous entry, you will acknowledge my maktab has ultimately carrying out Islamic program. Something struck my mind. Out of nowhere, I got an idea. Straight away I texted Aina who is one of the lajnah.
Me: Salam. Aina, ade tak badas tunjuk video macam wayang then kutip sorang rm2 ke untuk derma?
Aina: Wsalam. Takde pulak kak. kenape ye?
Me: Oh..takdelah tibe2 terpk lagi2 tazkirah ape kate tunjuk movie ke. Pastuh terpk pasal cerita "The Message". Cite pasal Rasullulah.
Aina: Oh...Aina ade terpk jugak. Tapi takat pk je lah.
Aina: Akak ade cerite tuh ke?
Me: Ade...tapi English version with subtitles. InsyaAllah akak bawak balik maktab neh.
Aina: Yeay. Nanti Aina bagitau pihak MT (majlis tertinggi).
Aina: Neh yang bertambah sayang neh.
Me: ^_______^


p/s: ukhuwah fisabillilah. prove it. InsyaAllah.

Tentang Cinta

Salam alaik :)

Maktab saya sekarang neh giat buat aktiviti keagamaan. Bagus sungguh untuk orang seperti saya yang 'revert' 2 Islam. Alhamdullilah :)

One of the slots called Diskusi Ilmu where a few panels will be invited among the students itself. The panel will discuss on a topic for the particular day. 2 slots Alhamdullilah successfully carried out. Again Alhamdullilah I managed to attend both. The second slot was on "Tentang Cinta". Yes, we love LOVE. who doesn't.
Among the muslim who attended the discussion, there was an indian girl. She asked how to prevent love. Hmm..for me LOVE cannot be prevented. It happens. It is fitrah. A gift from Allah. BUT it is up to us how to make fully use of His gift. Don't misuse it.

If you love somebody, do you want him/her to get hurt?
If you love somebody who is haram for you, do you want him to be burned in the hellfire?
If you love somebody who is haram for you, do you want to be the reason why he is in the hellfire?
Surely the answer will be a big NO!
So think before you act. :)

Love is not only words but actions. We claim that we love Allah and His Messenger. But our action proves the opposite. Who do we want to bluff?


Learn from Muhammad s.a.w and His sahabat.

Setelah pernikahan antara Ali dan Fatimah, maka Fatimah pun berterus terang kepada Ali. ”wahai Ali, sebelum aku bernikah dengan engkau di Kota Mekah ini, ada seorang pemuda yang menjadi idola di hatiku. Aku sangat inginkan kelak dia menjadi suamiku. Tapi semua itu aku simpan di dalam hatiku..” ..”kalau begitu engkau menyesal menikahi aku?”tanya Ali..”tidak, kerana pemuda itu adalah dirimu..”jawab Fatimah.

p/s: I dont blame LOVE. But I blame those who misuse the precious gift from Him.


Kubur lainlain

Salam alaik :)

Kompem korang pernah dengar orang cakap " Kubor lain2 hang jaga kubor ang sudahlah". Setiap kali ade orang nak jadi 'alim' dengan bagi tazkirah free, kompem korang cakap gitu kan? Ke aku je? :)

Kalau dulu aku tak gemor/ bersetuju, tapi skang tidak lagi. Aku setuju 97% :)

Sebab nak jaga kubor sendiri lah kite kene saling tegur menegur andai ada sahabat/ saudara/adik beradik/ mak pak kita buat salah bagi menjamin kebahagian di alam kubur dan akhirat kelak.
Cuba bayangkan kalau maksiat depan mata dan kita buat dek je, saham kita turun ke naik? korang tak nak ke jaga kubor sendirik? Sebab tuh saya sokong :)